Playing with Fire

Playing with fire
Though it burns I linger
With a want for more

How could pain be something I crave?
The only solution in my mind.

What am I thinking!?
Everything and yet nothing...
I feel hallow, I think in one box, one zone.
How can I get free?
I'm thinking;
I'm underserving
I'm no good
I'm lost and alone
I'm hurting, broken and falling apart
I'm losing
I've lost

You want me to break?
I'll show you broken!

Someone save me
If you find anything worthwhile
Someone love me back
Someone fight for me
I'm took weak to think, to stand, or swing

How far can I go...till you refuse to take me back?
I'm destroying myself.
Break me,
heal me,
love me,
take me back.