Tuesday, January 02, 2007

life

Its really something I don't understand
, don't think I ever will and still don't think I'd ever want to fully.
Seems like we're always rushing to get somewhere ,
but I haven't quite found wherever it is I feel that I am supposed to be going.
Why is it that I can be so focused on getting through something and on to the next thing, rather than enjoy life where I'm at and all the little steps it takes to get there...
Strange how we can so easily be lured into this hungry for more society,
without even realizing it maybe,
then you take a look at yourself and think.
When did this happen?!
Stepping outside of this trend you realize you truly don't ' fit'.
Maybe I don't care so much about fitting!
What good is it to gain the world and forfeit my soul?!
Why does it seem so hard to be satisfied?
I want to learn the secret to being content in any and every situation.
There's so much room to grow and so much more to know,
so why do I sit around and not get anywhere!
Faith without deeds is dead.
Realizing that its not all about me.
There is far more need and hurt going on in the world than in my little bubble.
I say I'd do anything and go anywhere for you...but what if thats not what you ask me to do?!
You have set eternity in the hearts of men,
so that they cannot fathom what you have done from beginning to end.
faith in what is seen is no hope at all, for who hopes for what he already has...